sometimes.

sumtimes i feel just lyk a bitch. always hope and hope to be kissed, to be embraced, to be hold and to be loved with true love.

sumtimes i feel just lyk a rotten vegetables seller. that always waiting for something impossible.

sumtimes i feel just lyk an autizm. have an own world, and making an own imagination and talking to the mirror-- ofcourse with myself.

sumtimes i feel just lyk an useless person. never do struggle but always hope and dont even doing anything.

sumtimes i feel just lyk a garbage. no one cares. no one loves. no heart accepts. no one thought of. no one knows.

sumtimes i feel just lyk a hi-tech. thought that everything is easy. but the fact says not.

sumtimes i feel just lyk a coffee. always need a sugar in life.

sumtimes i just feel lyk a spy. always want to knows about someone's activity. and just look from far away. have no dare to meet and greet with that object.

sumtimes i just feel lyk a doll. waiting for someone who loves and want to hugs & take me out.

sumtimes i just feel lyk a digest. thought that silence is gold. feel misterious. everyone fears and go away never come back.

sumtimes i just feel lyk a flower. always hope for someone who will cares, anytime and anywhere.

sumtimes i just feel lyk a microsoft words. always available to be filled and hope they will ctrl+s me.

sumtimes i just feel lyk a statue of liberty. couldnt able to move on.

with♥

Rindu

"Kalau rindu, ucapkan namanya lima puluh kali. nanti tak rindu lagi"

Kupejamkan mata.
Kuucapkan namanya lima puluh kali.
Kubuka mata, kulihat sekeliling.
Lampu padam.
Malam diam.
Aku masih rindu.

Yawnful..

halo semua. lagi boring banget nih. biasalah pengangguran haha.. mungkin pada banyak yg nanya kenapa gue gak kuliah.. gue juga kadang bingung ya jawabnya gimana.. soalnya gue juga masih nyari jawaban atas pertanyaan itu hehe gajelas ah..
yaa intinya gue nganggur gini ada suatu job yg sedang gue raih.. untuk sebagian orang pasti ada yang tau.. yg ga tau, yaudah kapan2 aja taunya haha :D
nah kalo masalah kuliah.. gue pikir study is timeless.. bisa kapan aja, apalagi gue cewek..
mungkin ada yang pro ada yg kontra sama kata2 gue tadi.. ya tak apalah, negara kita negara demokratis, sudah merdeka, setiap orang bebas berpendapat kok (halah apasih)
sekarang gue lagi mau ikut kursus inggris aja.. uda placement test sih, tapi belom ada kelasnya -_-
kerjaan dirumah cuma makan tidur makan tidur, jadi jangan kaget kalo ketemu sama saya nah, badanku semakin melebar huwaaa :''''(
kadang kerjaan gue ya nganterin bonyok ato ime kemanapun.. tau sendiri lah bonyok gue kan pengacara gitu deh (pengangguran banyak acara wkekeke sok lawak lo mah de-_-) jadi ya gue keciprat juga jd pengacara ahhaha..
sampai saat ini gue masih menikmati aja sih ya sama very long holiday ini.. ;)
emang sih kadang kesepian.. tapi ya mau di apa lagi..
kalo kata pepatah,"nikmati keadaan yang ada, karna spongebob suka di dalam air"
nyambung ga? engga ya? yaudah.